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This day marks as one of the saddest days of my life. Its only now that i have realized the pain of being away from a loved one. So many thoughts running in my head. I just hope that he'll get used to life there and everything else ok. And I just pray that everything will end as planned. I did not cry...yet...i don't want him to see me in pain because i know he's had as enough pain already. But deep inside me, im like a bomb ready to explode. I know crying would be of no use but to release some of the pain, but in the end, i still have to face reality. Reality that i have to face daily life on my own, go places and just remember how it used to be. I know this is for our future, but i really do not ask much. I just want a peaceful, simple life. But i also know he needs this for his own reason, so i did not dare stop him.

Mimi, no need to cry, time just passes by. You may not notice that it has been a year and he'll be with you again. Remember your own motto in life: This too, shall pass!